Pacing 1000 Miles

I have paced a thousand miles in my room alone
Looking for something i can call consistency

I have soul searched into the late of night
Trying to make something beautiful

But I only find dead ends and a numbed heart

Its so hard to care
When people only offer empty words

Its so hard to care
When all I find are disappointments

Its so hard to care
When I only see the most beautiful people in my life drift away